Monday, 23 January 2012

fed up...

did you guys notice, plasticine that we played, the longer we left it, the harder it get?? i think it same goes to people. the older they get, the harder their heads too. so stubborn as they get older. i maybe will become stubborn too as i get older, but i just hope i wont. is older people simply doesnt want to spend their time with their family?? doesnt they have any thoughts that their lives getting shorter, yet they doesnt want to spend the rest of their lives with their love ones?? im tired having this feelings, fed up, frustrated, sad too. i just want to spend my time with my family, even better, with other relatives too. is that so hard to do?? i do get spend my time with them, but yet it hardly A WHOLE. there always a small hole. im tired thinking so negative, thinking badly of you. because im the one that will get sins. damn. i just hope you'll change someday, because i want you in my life always. i may not show it, but I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, and no one could ever replace you in my life.

Wednesday, 18 January 2012

things i want and need...

what i need:
- a mouse (wireless is better)
- lappy's bag/casing/cover
- mini galaxy casing (extraordinary wud be better)
- smaller headphone (already hav one, but it's big!)


what i want:
- plain long sleeve t-shirt
- jeans (want other type of colors/patterns)
- a DSLR camera!!! (reaaaaaaallyyyyyy want it so baaaad!!)
- more flats (hehehe...)


i'll buy the needs sooner, but things i want are just things that i wish for. huhuhu...


p/s: what i want in my life is more than this, but i just cant make a list now, since i cant think what i want. of course i want more than those listed, what girl would want such a short list rite?? huhu...

Friday, 13 January 2012

trip!!!

hey guys!!
it's really been a long time since last update huh??
well, i got busy these past few weeks.
assignments, projects, tests. has been few days lack of sleep.
effects: got panda eyes, and talking nonsense due to lack of sleep.
damn.
last week (7-8 jan), got class trip to port dickson. woohoo!! it's kinda fun, hang out,
get away from work stuff, BBQ, and there's the beach!! oh man, it's been a long time
since i soak my feet in the sea, touching the sand. (damn, i wanna go again.)
kinda frustrated that sunday morning, since i didnt get what i wish all this time. but what can i do?
there's something blocking my wish from coming true, and its not anybody's fault,
it's just fate. dunno when my wish will come true. huhu.
its my fault too, for not spending my time with him. why its hard for me to get rid this
shyness in me? eventhough everyone already knew. sorry.
well, while im struggling with my inner self, feel free to check out the pics y'all.