sewage treatment plant..(-_-')

hyee guys. how are you? 

today, my class had site visit to the sewage treatment plant, a.k.a LOJI! it's for subject 'wastewater engineering'. we got to see up-closed how the sewage get treated. and lemme tell you, the surrounding air was sooooo.......*imagine urselves, coz i cant describe the smell..* ANYWAY, we've learnt how the plant worked, how the sewage get treated. however i didnt listen much myself coz the staff that explained everything only one person, so imagine only one voice must covers our entire class *40++ students*, plus with all the noise. so definitely i cant hear much bout the process. what i did most was taking pics of my classmates. *since i love taking pics of other people*. well, to be truth, im a little sad since there's only pic of me *wait, no pic of me at all! well not in my cam, other cam got few pics of me* nothing to say actually, everything is same-o same-o. sewage, 'interesting smell', walked around, listen to the staff, how the pond work, walked some more...

well then, i think that's all for today. pics tell a lot then words rite? enjoy looking at my pics!

peace y'all!!

  

that's me on the left, fooling around with ahlina in bus, on the way back to the college..

favourite characters..

konbanwa, minna-san!

*good evening, everyone!*

since im in the mood to type, so let's start shall we!

recognize them? yup they're from 'K-ON', from left is tsumugi, ritsu, mio, yui and azusa. 'K-ON" is one of my favourite anime. they're bout friendships of this 5 girls, not to mention their awesome songs! no male characters at all *which i like*. it's all bout friendship, musics, school life. mio is my fav among them, since she got the cool attitude, eventhough she's a scaredy cat. haha. now, onto the drawings, it's cute isn't it? this kind of drawing i like the most. 'K-ON" is one of the anime i recommend the most, even non-anime-lovers should watch it, coz its shows you their passionate bout musics. *after watching this anime, i really wish i know how to play guitar or drums, then form a girls band. it would be awesome rite?!*

well then, onto the topic for today. FAVOURITE CHARACTERS. wanna know my fav characters among all the anime i've watch so far? 

yes these are my top fav characters among all the anime i've watched so far. who are they? from left, liliana, natsuki, saber, tear, inner moka, erza, erica. huh what's that? why i like them so much? well its bcoz they all know how to fight, strong, have cool attitude, long hair, plus their beautiful figure! *really wish had that kind of figure. huhu..* but the top among the top is TEAR GRANT! *middle one* she's from a game actually called tales of the abyss *also my fav ps2 game*.  all of my fav characters are girls *wait im not lesbian ok!*. it's just that i really admired these kind of characters, strong, doesnt depend on people, elegant figure. 

and so there you have it. my top fav characters. my list will change everytime i watch new anime, so they wont be by fav all the time, EXCEPT for tear grant, she'll always be the #1 in my list. ahaks! so then, until next time..

see ya!

p/s: for the next few days, i think im going to talk bout anime, since i already started it yesterday. if you dont like, thats your problem. this is what i love dammit! =D

My Hobby..

hello everyone. hajimemashite? *how do you do?*

do you wanna know what i love to do during my free time??

well this is what i do..*please keep it a secret*  V(^_^)V 

yes this is what i love to do the most! what's that? hanging with friends? no no no. to be honest, i love watching anime. like in the pic above, from left, it's sakura, saber and rin from 'fate stay night' in chibi mode. what's a chibi? it means small size. cute aren't they? to be correct, you can say that im obsessed with anime *yeaahh im confessing here* why? becoz once i've done watching an anime, i'll search for another one. unlike japan, people in my country here sees anime as a cartoon. yes you could say that an anime is a cartoon. BUT! to me, they are different thing. anime is more a real-live person than cartoon.

you know who that is rite? yes it's spongebob. so you can see, anime is like the 1st pic and cartoon is like spongebob. its different rite? from the way they are drawn. well anywho, who like to know more bout anime, just ask mr. google! it's a sad thing, since it's so hard for me to find a girl who love anime like me. here, people said that anime is for kids, not for a grown people, especially a girl like me. but in japan, anime is like a culture to them. they dont discriminate people who loves anime. that's why its hard for me to talk bout anime here, to confess that i love anime, coz they'll think that im still immature for liking a 'cartoon' just like a kid. is it a bad thing for liking an anime? ohh how i wish people wont judge me for liking anime. only my closest friends know that i love anime, but im still having a hard time to talk bout anime with them, watching anime in front of them, admitting i love anime to them. why? becoz if they caught me watching anime, some of them will say, 'tengok kartun la tu!' in a sarcastic tone. i can only smile, say nothing to them, eventhough it hurts me becoz they sound like watching anime is a bad thing. ohh well, whatever people think bout me, that's their problem! this is what i love, and i wont change becoz of what people think!

well i think that's enough for today. it'll take days for me to explain the greatness of anime. haha. i like anime becoz i like looking at the drawings, the perfection of their drawings. i really wish i could draw like them one day. and to my friends, please dont judge badly of me for liking an anime. i love anime, and really hope you can support my love for anime. well then, i'll talk more about anime later, and maybe about seiyuu as well. wanna know what is seiyuu?? let's wait until next post! haha. conclusion for today..

I LOVE ANIME!

AND THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO BOUT IT!

perverts...

hye there. thanks for stopping by. i think my last post was last month rite? since im in the mood to type, so here goes~

actually, im really pissed off rite now. why? becoz i just found out that there's a case near my block where im staying rite now, a guy taking pictures of girl's bathing! plus, few days ago, my friends and few girls just saw a guy stole girl's underwear! *x sure underwear or pkaian kt ampaian* what the hell la?? is there no any decent guy left in this world? are you guys really that horny, pervert? please la, leave us girls alone. we need our privacy. those actions are sooooo immoral ok. if you get caught, you're sooo dead meat!! we girls will kick your ass, and no mercy will be given! i really hate perverts ok! i hope you will be punish by God! uurrrgghhh im reaaallyy pissed off rite now! hate you hate you hate you! becoz of your actions, there's no freedom for girls anymore, even in our own room, thanks to you! *kalo da miang sgt, g la kawen bongok!* uurrgghh my heart still burning with anger. but remember this, to those perverts, you may walk away today, but in afterlife, you will never get away, as God knew every our actions. 

and to all the girls, be careful out there. perverts and 'animals' are everywhere. becoz of these incidents, men cannot be trusted anymore! i myself must be careful...

After 5 Months...

woooowwww nearly after 5 months i havent post anything in my blog. *fuuuuhhhhh tiup and buang sume habuk2 kt blog ni =D* well, lets cut to the chase, in 5 months, actually i got nothing to tell really, since i only stayed home, dont have job and all, havent gone on any vacations. just few events happened in those time, like my cousin's engagement, and my sister got engaged too! *at laaaasssttt* then came the greatest month of Islam, Ramadhan. after a month of fasting, then all muslims in the world celebrated Hari Raya Aidilfitri, where all my families visited each other, forgiving each other. but the most important during raya is, FOOOOODDD!! rendang, lontong, dendeng, lemang, ketupat. *punca berat naik (-_-')* then after 2 weeks raya, the time has finally come. on 2nd september 2012, my holidays and lazying time has officially ended. its time to register myself at UTM skudai. *1st time berjauhan dgn mak ayah, berdebar rse nye* the life here in skudai totally 100% different than UTMKL. i have to agree, UTMKL is way better than here. the toilet is far away *bilik hujung blok, bilik air the other end* the shops also far, even if we want to buy things like soaps and all, the nearest shopping mall is jusco tmn universiti. but to get there is kinda complicated, since theres no taxi here, we have to call them. having a car make our lives easier. *of coz la kn, senang nk kuar* whatever it is, if my sis can survive here for 5 years. then i should be able to cope here for 3 years *i think* well, i think that should be enough to summarize the missing 5 months. till next time *bila la tu agak nye, mood nk update blog xde lg ni*

p/s: hoping to be the best here, change myself to be a better person~

*some of the pics during raya*

my cousins on mom side

my wan, mom and her sisters

my family with my grandparent on my dad side

my lovely family

my sis, bro and me

grey day! (sis, cousin, me)

27 April 2012...

27 april 2012 is like the day i shud appreciate. why?? bcoz its my dearest mom's bufday!! 


to mom: i love you always, and thank you for everything you have done in my life. in my heart, its always occupied by you and dad. you two shall never leave my heart. ^_^

and hari ni gk la result sem last keluar. so it shall be my present to mom. hehe. alhamdulillah, result ak maintain, and CGPA pn ok. thanx to all my frens and lecturers especially, as they helped me through diploma. thanx to them too, they gave me good grades too. haha. 

what im gonna do now?? beats me. skrg ni still tgh mencari keje lg ni. company RnZ and technip xnk amik walaupun da anta resume. alasan dorg, dorg tgk result ak ok, and dorg tau ak nk keje kejap je, so dorg pn xnk amik. so better cari keje bese je la. looks like not my rezeki utk keje bhgn civil, not yet maybe. tp yg payah nye, my mom tak encourage me to work. die lg rela ak dok umh je. errgghh tak mau ak, makin 'sehat' klu dok umh for another 4 months. haha. tp bila fikir balik, nk keje takut, sbb x pnah keje before ni. hehe.

ohh well. life's go on, and i shud go on too. so again, hepi bufday to mom! alhamdulillah my result is ok. and still looking for job. wish me luck! =)

present!!

oh yeah!! at last, my dad bought me a DSLR camera, nikon D3100!! i hav wanted it since last year or the year before!! after grad diploma and with my extraordinary results (extraordinary la sgt~~), my dad agreed to buy me one. thanx dad!! love you!! but the thing is, my passionate and my excitement for the camera have gone. before this, i reaaallyyy want a DSLR camera sooo bad. now lately, when the camera is in my hand, i dont feel the same excitement. of coz i feel happy and appreciate it, but the feeling to capture a pic has gone. i really need to find that excitement back. well anywho!! whatever it is, i am happy!!!

goodbye...

'goodbye' is the hardest word to say to friends isnt it?? dats how  i feel when im bout to leave college. rasa sgt2 sedih bila nk berpisah dgn kawan2. masing2 dgn haluan masing2. there some of my friends might head to the same place as i am, so we might see each other again. but some head to other places, dat people i will miss. 3 years just flew like dat. its just to sad. gonna miss the time we spent together. gonna miss my friends. gonna miss the life at college. dunno how to express this sadness. so everyone, i wanna apologize if i ever hurt your feelings. hope we meet each other again. hope our friendship last forever.....

*LOVE YOU GUYS AND GONNA MISS YOU*

*DUYA, FARA, LINDA, SUE, AS, JIHA, ZARUL, INTAN*

meet de voguess!!

-kiela, astina, zarul, duya, intan, suhaila, jiha, wani-

malam pra graduan 2012.

almost like prom night. the theme was ballroom. no wonder sume nye hot meletop kn??

especially girls from the above. well, meet my girlfrens, de voguess!! (name tu pelik kn?? saje suka-suki)
that night, everyone was the hottest!! only me yg bese2 je. huhu.

from the pic above, guess who the candidates for queen of the nite??

it's duya, sue, and jiha!!

although they didnt win, but they still hot!! hehe.

wanna know who won??

eyeen said!! (the white-dress gal in pic below)

-aili, sara, wani, eyeen, fatin, duya, rabie-

mlm tu mmg sume hot2 belaka la. ye la, bila lg nk over2 kn? haha.

oh, pic atas ni my classmates (girls) yg pegi mlm tu. 

well, dat wud be my first dinner, but not sure it wud last time or not, coz there might be another dinner

time degree nnt kn?? hehe.

there's too many pics of that nite, but the line is so slow to upload all.

all i can say is, all girls were FABULOUS and all guys were SMART dat nite.

dats all. see ya later. peace!! =D

final exams!!!

final exam is here!!! it's time to crush, to push our brain to the limits. this is FINAL exam for FINAL sem of FINAL year. then, off to degree!! (but not until september la. huhu)

gotta stay focus on exams (but why are you online now wani???)

put aside ur probs for now, and do what you can for exam. score the highest as you can, so that ur parent can be proud of you (this is what motivates me every sem, making mom and dad proud of my results, making them happy).

but then again, the closer the final paper, the more sad im feeling, coz we're going to grad.

and some of my friends will be going on their own ways, and we might not able to see each other

again. im gonna miss our moments together. but to those who will be going to the same

place as im going, we'll meet again in future!!

well, this is all i can say. wish me luck for my final exam. =)

stress...

damn. so many works need to be done, so many things happened, and there are things that bugged me for the past few days. 

first! work work work! with project need to be done by next week, and we have done it, like 35% only. damn. dunno if we can make it or not. like it or not, we have to finish it by time, or we might fail this subject. plus with other assignments: lab report, highway assignment, management assignment. there other things need to be done too, like documents for UPU, later application for MARA and JPA. what else?? oh yeah, final's coming up! stress~~
2nd! 24th & 25th feb was AMAZING! why?? becoz my 2 gud friends came to KL, after few months havent seen each other. who are they?? of course linda and fara! with fara linda sue as duya jiha intan zarul, we went to seoul garden, karaoke, taman layang2, ikea, the curve. we did what we havent done before. it was awesome!! eventhough it was for short time, but i'll cherish our moment together.
3rd! what things bugged me for few days?? its a secret. no one can help, but myself and God. i have to face it myself. i have to control myself, forget bout it and act like nothing happened. about who?? its a secret. its my problem, struggling to be better person, to have a better life. what ever it is, i have to accept it.


conclusion: my life is complicated now! (T_T)

.......

- i'm sorry -

made my day...

eventhough dpt la webcam sekejap pn dgn mereka2 yg ade di indon sekarang ni, atliz dpt la webcam kn?? it did made me happy a lil bit, seeing them well there. dgn keadaan aku sekarang ni yg tgh serabut and kusut, seeing my good friends well made me relieved, and happy (mcm mak la plak kn). biasa la, sape x sayang kn kawan2, mesti ade rasa kerisauan sikit kt dorang kn. hahaha. well, whatever it is, it did made my day a lil bit. take care you guys, and behave urself kt sana tu, memandangkn tmpt tinggal korang tu....ehem2 ckit...hehehe. see ya!

<<<DONT FORGET SOUVENIRS FOR US!!!>>>

change...

damn. i've forgot what i wanna change in me. i dont wanna be who i was. people said just be urself, but if myself is no good to people, bringing bad things, so i have to change to a better person rite?? so i gotta change who i am now. for somehow, i have forgotten bout it. too many thinks in my head, so i've forgotten. and for that, I'M TRULY SORRY AND I'M REGRETFUL FOR WHATEVER I DID. i'm going to be a better person, just hoping i wont get off track again. *come on la wanie! berubah la!* 

<<<SORRY AGAIN>>> 

fed up...

did you guys notice, plasticine that we played, the longer we left it, the harder it get?? i think it same goes to people. the older they get, the harder their heads too. so stubborn as they get older. i maybe will become stubborn too as i get older, but i just hope i wont. is older people simply doesnt want to spend their time with their family?? doesnt they have any thoughts that their lives getting shorter, yet they doesnt want to spend the rest of their lives with their love ones?? im tired having this feelings, fed up, frustrated, sad too. i just want to spend my time with my family, even better, with other relatives too. is that so hard to do?? i do get spend my time with them, but yet it hardly A WHOLE. there always a small hole. im tired thinking so negative, thinking badly of you. because im the one that will get sins. damn. i just hope you'll change someday, because i want you in my life always. i may not show it, but I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, and no one could ever replace you in my life.

things i want and need...

what i need:
- a mouse (wireless is better)
- lappy's bag/casing/cover
- mini galaxy casing (extraordinary wud be better)
- smaller headphone (already hav one, but it's big!)


what i want:
- plain long sleeve t-shirt
- jeans (want other type of colors/patterns)
- a DSLR camera!!! (reaaaaaaallyyyyyy want it so baaaad!!)
- more flats (hehehe...)


i'll buy the needs sooner, but things i want are just things that i wish for. huhuhu...


p/s: what i want in my life is more than this, but i just cant make a list now, since i cant think what i want. of course i want more than those listed, what girl would want such a short list rite?? huhu...

trip!!!

hey guys!!

it's really been a long time since last update huh??

well, i got busy these past few weeks.

assignments, projects, tests. has been few days lack of sleep.

effects: got panda eyes, and talking nonsense due to lack of sleep.

damn.

last week (7-8 jan), got class trip to port dickson. woohoo!! it's kinda fun, hang out,

get away from work stuff, BBQ, and there's the beach!! oh man, it's been a long time

since i soak my feet in the sea, touching the sand. (damn, i wanna go again.)

kinda frustrated that sunday morning, since i didnt get what i wish all this time. but what can i do?

there's something blocking my wish from coming true, and its not anybody's fault,

it's just fate. dunno when my wish will come true. huhu.

its my fault too, for not spending my time with him. why its hard for me to get rid this

shyness in me? eventhough everyone already knew. sorry.

well, while im struggling with my inner self, feel free to check out the pics y'all.